She peers out the window, onto the perfectly groomed yard. Watching her beautiful children play without a care in the world. She doesn’t let the tears run down her face, not now in this sunny fall day. She won’t let her children see her cry. She won’t let them see her sorrow for a life she never expected. It all started so great, how did it get to this point? How did she get into such a dark place and yet she’s happy watching her carefree kids run wild and love the chaos that is l...